Friday, July 15, 2011

embracing irony

As a recovering anorexic (I say recovering because I am not completely recovered... I have mostly good days, but the bad days sneak in every now and then)... I'm finding it a little amusing that I hate exercising as much as I do. The only exercising I enjoy is pole-dancing (which I can't seem to do as much lately, thanks a lot scoliosis/back pain) and hula-hooping (which I could do for hours! if you let me). Other than that? I pretty much dread exercise.

The husband-guy, myself, and our 2 boys have been going on 2 mile walks every other day. I hate it. But now that we've been doing it sort of regularly... when we skip days? I FEEL it. I hate that feeling even more. I shouldn't even hate exercising as much as I do.. it just means I can eat a little more, guilt free. The number on the scale is a good number. Not too much, not too little. So WHY all this hatred for exercising?

I don't know.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

I'm not making my bon bon quotas...

The SAHM stereotyping.

I seriously want the people who think stay at home moms do nothing but sit on their fat lazy asses all day... and shove it up their ass.
And when I make small statements like "I need a vacation" DON'T respond with some stupid remark like "why, it's not like you work". ORLY?? Ohh, I forgot. The laundry, cooking, dishes, vacuuming/sweeping, dog walking, etc etc et-fucking-c .. all does itself amirite?

I'm glad the people that matter most in my life.. at least get it (That would be the husband-guy, and my 2 boys... who are always telling me to take a break).

To most everybody else.. my life is a vacation. PFFT. Wanna trade places? At least then I'd get sick days and  real vacation days.

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Because a title is required

I really do want to write more in this thing... (I have a few posts that are private for now.. until I get my thoughts in them a bit more organized). But I guess I just have this fear of trolls/internet attacks on my opinions... which aren't exactly popular opinions. Or, like when I point out the flaws or hypocrisy in ones "logic"... that NEVER ever goes well. harr.

Well, we'll see I guess.