I want to start again.
Hell everyone else is doing it. I wanna be a cool kid mommy!

Hello, my name is De (not my real name but it's all you get for now). And writing for me is part of my healing. So are tattoos but this is cheaper, so this is what I will do when I'm having a girl moment and no cash.

Really, I just want to write better. I think I come across angry sometimes when I write.. and I want to change that. Because I'm not an angry person. But I don't think I do a good enough job getting any other emotion to come through my words.. (or maybe I'm doing fine and I'm just over-analyzing myself?)

I have a wonderful life, wonderful mangeek, wonderful children, and some awesome mood stabilizing stuff I take. My life (given statistics) is outstanding.


I dunno. It's a start.